I have a harder time lately, finding words that mean anything to type out. Two and a half years now since she passed. Just over a year since my husband and I split up. Almost nine months since my roomate moved in. I don't think about her non stop anymore and cry less frequently. … Continue reading Just an update for the sake of an update
Author: IntheWind
Another year almost here
October 7th will be two years. Two years that she has been gone. I can't say I 'had' a daughter. That seems like such blasphemy. The correct term to me is 'HAVE' a daughter. But she is no longer huggable. I can no longer hear her laughter or her voice. I can't look forward to … Continue reading Another year almost here
Little Joys and Gentle Interactions While Loss is Nestled Firmly
So, I was doing morning prayers - albeit a bit late but I got started at just a tick or two before noon so -- close enough. (slept in after being up late playing a new game that caught my attention) . I have been trying to keep to the offices of the day as … Continue reading Little Joys and Gentle Interactions While Loss is Nestled Firmly
No, I’ve not abandoned it
This blog I mean. I just don't feel like I have a lot to say. Some days are alright, some are horrible. Some days I go through the whole day without that sinking feeling, then other days (like yesterday) it suddenly hits me so hard I want to vomit. I miss her. It's cold and … Continue reading No, I’ve not abandoned it
A year has come, and passed.
How is it that a whole year just went by? I admit that I have, for the most part - been in a state of disassociation I think. Sometimes worse than others. But suddenly the day was here. I had spent about 3 weeks FULLY completely dreading it. Then two weeks wondering what I should … Continue reading A year has come, and passed.
In the Wind 