I could never foresee a decade of you being gone. Ten Octobers. It feels wrong to not be finding a 'special' way to express this anniversary of grief. Like, somehow I should find a different and more adequate way to express how broken my heart is. Blue hair, blue eyes. Mis-matched socks. I can still … Continue reading Ten Years of Missing You
Convoluted (further) Ramblings
Providing context in regards to my religiosity. (if it's not a word, it should be) My introduction to religion was via my father (step-father who adopted me as his) who was Jewish. I had my immersion in the mikveh when I was 6 I believe. We weren't religiously observant, we celebrated some of the holidays … Continue reading Convoluted (further) Ramblings
Summer of 25
Well, Summer for those who consider June 21'st to be 'MidSummer', and not the beginning of summer, of which I am one of those. Sharing something I wrote about a year ago. Being the vessel is not complacency, it is song creation. The only thing that causes one being to be different from the other … Continue reading Summer of 25
Spiritual Ramblings Again
It's Thursday. Normally a work day but I swapped today and yesterday so that I could go to an appt for my foot/feet. The appointment was uneventful. the foot doctor sent me for an x-ray and said 'come back in 20 min' so I did that and once back he looked at the x-ray and … Continue reading Spiritual Ramblings Again
Religious Musings
I’m sitting here in the kitchen, it is a very sunny, bright and clear winter afternoon. I’m struggling with religion again, it seems to be a common thing. Wondering what path is right for me, wondering if any path will ever be right for me. I try to remind myself that religions are all just … Continue reading Religious Musings
